You Give Me Hope

Well WoW is important for me, but if u nag at me and wan me to WoW less most likely i will obey!!!!! why ???? you know the answer.

When you linked it to me, i was very very shocked.i feel sad for u. i know u are sad BUT on the other hand i feel very happy. This shouldn't be happening, but it happened. Haiz. i Never thought i will have that chanc again, but it somehow pop out of no where. TOO GOOD to be true.

One thing that troubles me. you dun seem normal to be happy after such things happen. Hope you are really fine.

Why Blog When Its Already Dead???

Personally i treat this a an online diary. to record wad i do everyday, what is fun about the day and whats i find should not happen and wad so ever. SO even if nobody bothers to read i will still post occasionally. XDD

So hows life today???

National Day EVE.NO SCHOOL XDDso i spend my whole day infront of my computer lvling my Herblism in WOW. it was fun then u finally are able to travel on ur epic mount to herb. save time save effort. BUT... in real life. i just feel like a retard.PURE RETARD. currently i am using WoW to drown all my emotions. can't really be bothered about them gotta start studying hard and WoW-ing hard. Emotions are only for pure retards who will want to spend their time emoing over what has already happen,so i gonna get myself out of the " retarded " zone.Hopefully soon.

I simply can't wait for the n.L.outing. Its gonna be epic. when 4 gays " guys " come together u wun wanna know what will happen XD.let ur imaginations soar and fantasis over what we will be doing.dun get jealous. it brings u no where. and for the first time. i repeat FIRST time i actually have a crush " read on " on an actress. haha not sure why but i think shes darn pretty. XDD she got the damn cute look. at least i think shes cute.

Actually i had here in my previous post. Korea actress. KAWAII. XDDD

Time To Pick Up and Move on

Start your engine. 5, 4, 3, 2, 1. Off to drawing my 2D art picture. Was planning on drawing a dwarf. but i couldn't find a decent picture of a dwarf. so guess i will draw a human instead. at least no human have as much wrinkles compared to a dwarf. it saves tons and tons of detailing.

Wads Life About now???

- WorldOfWarcraft
- Studies
- Family
- Memories

None of them are in any particular order, but today i just feel like touching on memories. ( emo luh )

certain scene in my life kept refreshing within my brain/ chain of thoughts. The first time i laid a girls for example. ( ps joking ) serious stuff!!!! one of them is the first time My choir CONDUCTOR first scolded me. gah that was freaky. the other one was when i got hold of my Prelims results... and the expressions on my parents face. 30+ for prelims is no joke man. NO JOKE. or was it a high 20+?? ah it was just screwed. I BLAME DOTA!!!! ok but thats the past. The other one was trying to screw back iris's spec in Europe... that still " haunt " me. dono why... maybe because it happened overseas??? and when the choir clench its first Gold with honors!!!! ok thats epic. i had always been wondering if it was my " tak " when i was in sec 2 that cause the choir the .... erm i think it was 3 points to hit Gold With honors. Guilty for a pretty long time. XDD. Thought on how i fell down and broke my head in Primary 2, how i stuck 2 front tooth into my friend head in Preschool. Another epic event. Kids of those age LOVE slides but i think i made him hate it. ahhhh wellll. Those were the wonderful memories i once had, and those are those that will always remain in me.

Anybody know where i can get a white rat??? or a soft toy, i promised somebody to get it for her birthday. Gotta start hunting for it early. Money is an issue.

OOO and i came to a conclusion to eat dinner at home from Today onwards. Too many things too place and i just miss home cooked food. and of cause i wanna spend more time with my family.

One picture of the subject i am drawing.



Wanted to draw this at first, but she lack some details in the picture.

Upon special request

Life is boring without a blog, BUT LIFE IS MORE BORING IF I HAVE TO POST EVERYDAY. today'sa special post upon special request for someone special XDD. So??? what should i blog about???

Sunday is as boring as usual. its all about rushing through all my projects, playing WOW ( raiding ZA ) this and that. waking up at 11am, play computer, watch TV, chat on MSN.raid. called cause jon angry. Did ZA. got some trink to summon 3 GNOMES!!! <<>> Ugliest creature in WOW. shall put a picture of it later.Playing DOTA. ( was very desperate for a game but after i lost that game, i got bored of it again. )

2D art was never a subject i wanted to take. WHY. I CANNOT DRAW, NOR SKETCH, NOR UNDERSTAND THE TEACHER ( thats if he ever taught ). But i suppose do have the talent to draw. so my work ( my standard) i am rather happy.But like what Nicole said" practice makes perfect " i shall TRY practicing. Davin = lazy get this right.

Missing DMNCHOIR again. not Mr Toh this time.Just missed all the time i had playing about singing and getting scolded. or maybe talking sense sounds better. BUT if it wasn't for all those long boring and scary talks, i wun be who i am today. XDD

My Drawing of a FEET.

An UGLY GNOME

Judgement Day

It was such a horrifying day before 10am. And when Pual didn't really bitch much about my work, I GOT SO HAPPY!!!!! cause.... i just became so happy.

Stress management:

This struck me when keyzin flared up ( bro try to take things with a stride. u learn though failure. )
Stress IS always AN ISSUE during projection submission date lines. or at least when u get near them and u panic cause u are totally not sure of what u have done. and one, including me , surely break down when teacher reject MY work on the 2nd last day before submission. Butttttttt...... i learn much in DUNMAn, as expected. i learn how NOT to stress up. one very good advice, sing while u are cutting tiny strips. it keeps your mind off " bitch, why is this project so ****ing irritating". the more u curse the more stress you get. ah and never thrash your work, at least i will never do it. cause its MY work and no matter how much somebody criticize about it, i will be proud of MY work. High self esteem ( another thing i learn in Dunman ) i agree that people got different method of handling stress. but some method just need refining. NO OFFENCE TO THOSE WHO HAVE SIMILAR BEHAVIOR. Chills and peace.

Model phototaking.

I currently don't have it with me, but i will post it tomorrow. its a " masterpiece " haha. and i named it Le pont de la Fantaisie. ( bridge of fantasy ). amazing yeah?? cause U WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO BUILD IT IN REAL LIKE. NEVER.

Missing....

Choir. oh gosh choir... slipping through all my scores from past 3 year hook some emotions within me, as i flip though a page, one "tear" get pull out of me. sob** Thinking of myself as a sec 1 choir member till i graduate. i realize i have grown a lot. and choir is surely a place the influence me GREATLY. Not only MR TOH, but the entire choir, those who left and those who joined within the past 4 years. and there is this very importatn person that i can never forget. and i mean NEVER. WHY ???? cause i learn how to control my emotions " with your help ". and much more but i forgot. NO MORE EMO TALKS. haha

One day before Judgement day

How am i suppose to phrase this??? i am nervous?? nope. i am scare. i am just afraid of having to redo everything in 2 days. ok thats not the point. I JUST DUN LIKE MY IDEA TO HAVE A 180degree FLIP. ( note that 360 degree and it will be back to the same point). at least leave a little of my idea inside it. so i know that IT IS MY work. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. hope that my model will pass tomorrow safely.

Things hasn't really been going well pass few days. Firstly, i miss a Zul'aman because of this model. Secondly, i used 2 cutter blade on the making of the model. the cutting of those tiny strips just screwed my eyes big time. AND..... my printer... got screwed up ... so i can't print a single shit at all. YES AT ALL. I AM SO LUCKY. can't believe it. Things just kinda spoil under my hand.

WorldOfWarcraft.

I am closer to my S3 and am gonna socket the entire chestpiece with +10 agility. hope i can top dps in raid sooner of later. O and the honour S2 shoulder!!!! thats just wonderful. Finally i am getting a better shoulder armour, instead of a piece of black metal with green carvings.

The day which i find paper a dread.

Cut, slice, slash, poke, glue, press, stick, UHU glue. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh all of them gotta do with..... PAPER. ivory card, mounting board, normal paper. all of them are used in my model, and i swear it looks like a... model. in every aspect it just looks like a model. though i got the idea of doing it, NOT FROM 1.2c, but a building i saw in chesky krumlov. it is some " thing " embedded on to a cliff surface. its damn COOL. and the introduction of my final project of this block just pop the image of that insanely beautiful building into my mind again. so i decided to get that concept, modify it a little to meet the submission of my project. Hope it turns out well cause things are quite up to expectation. MY EXPECTATION. monday is judgment day. IF Pual REJECT IT. i am gonna be so insanely crazy and anal about it. I prefer my virgin ideation over modifications though, but to score in the module, i will have to forsake with my principle of life and make changes. though i simply hate it, MORE THEN I HATE SMOKERS. ( ask Damien if u all wanna know the level of hate )

Snap shots of my model ON MY PHONE CAMERA. ( yaikes )



It is suppose to look white, but under my bedroom light and my lousy camera. it turns out yellow.

( lazy to post the rest of the pictures. )

WorldOfWarcraft

The opening of some fire festival and... yeah... a few of my guild members started dancing around the pole.



We were just spinning the pole. The more ppl, the nicer fire effects.

Miss, misses, missed

It will be a lie if i say i stopped, but it will be another lie if i say i will try.

Day without school is NOT EQUAL to day with out project. so... i was chionging my FORM EX final project. Planes???? White glue :) it took like one night to settle. Then i started chopping out strips of paper to make a tunnel sort of things.

WorldOfWarcraft. Snapshots.



Look, its a tree in Nagrand



Never knew my hunter looks so weird.



This is the Whitest cat u will EVER see



Thinking of jumping down?? think twice.


Raid

There wasn't any raid today cause not enough people online. Deno I LOVE U please come back online fast so we can start raiding. we can't do with out a healer :)

Battleground.

My record today. Eye Of The Storm, 17 kills 150000 damage. Top dps and damage. WOOT

Blah Blah Blah

School was gahgah today. Form Ex. fantastic videos. Gaudi, his works are uber sexy, or maybe it matches my taste, Ghotic style. WOOT!!!!! Another featured builiding was a Jew museum. it was an abstract, thats all i can conclude about it and i am quite positive that if i were to walk through the entire museum, breaking down was a 100%. the atmosphere, the way spaces are formed, how lights are introduced, how spaces are being with just made me feel emo. ( seeing the video only )

1200 - 1500 ( slept for about 1.5 hrs ). FORCED to take photo for EVD poster or what ever it is for. 6 dollars to purchase them. awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. but like what ivy said, it will be memorial. so yupp worth the 6 dollars. and i owe billy 6 dollars X.X forgot to return.

Perry, for once i finally could understand what he was teaching. FOR ONCE. he taught perspective drawing, and i think it was rather cool. to actually draw it out just with the guide of a Plan ( top view ) and an elevation. sooooooooo why did i understood??? he was slow and kinda remind me of my DnT teacher. and it made me pay attention to him. but out of 100% of my understand, i got 10% from him, 20% from Bi Jun's second perspective and the rest from staring ay my notes trying to recall wad my DnT teacher once taught. Memories. haix.

World Of Warcraft.
SEVER MAINTANANCE. screw it. there goes my raid. guess it will be a DOTA/ idea generation night tonight. Below are some old school pictures that i didn't post over my past 2 months Blogging break ( lazy to post )



Regular MGT. died cause healer ignored me.



He was once my shaman. DELETED



This was the day where 2/3 of kara's hunter weapon dropped and i was the only hunter.



The only mount that owns a raptor. AMANI WAR BEAR



25 man raid. Getting ready for shade of AKAMA

http://www.bosskillers.com/cgi-bin/bbguild/index.cgi?action=view_guide&guide_id=107&sid=QuhovTziZI

Should have not did anything. Now i feel so weird. HOR ????

Ahh addition.

This applies only to her. Its all fact. no lies, no doubts. Crushes and boom there goes the engine. ( abstract but hopes she understands ). Shocks are meant to be absorb, but it the voltage is too high, i could remove some.

Renewal Post

It has been a long time since i last posted, but since i have my lappy now i can actually afford to stay up late ( with out parents noticing me ) and bitch about my life.

16 June 2008

Typical student, wake up at 87am, bathe and rush to school. today wad the 3rd week of the block. Finally a day without project submission. nevertheless lecture was boring. it makes sense, but boring. i just find the project 1.3 interesting to such an extend whereby when the lecturels actually started mentioning it, an idea came right through my mind. kinda of happy. there goes the brainstorming.

Perry canceled our second lecture WITHOUT prior notice. !@#$. bu. ahhhhhhh. anyway, Damien, Amber, Swee hong and me just started bitching and talking about everything ubder the sun. and it was quite an enriching experience as compared to ( wad i think will be more boring ) perry's lecture.

Went home and played dota. My virgin POTM was thrashed. ahhhhhhh expected. but... having it thrash big time actually kinda demoralised me to continue using it. it isn't any fun hero anyway. Went to WOW and started farming like a retard.

Math calculation :
8 primal shadow = SR enchant
8 primal shadow = 10 mote of shadow.
1 mote of shadow = 4 mobs
8 primal shadow = 300 +++ mobs.

Gave up when i had like 2 primal and 8 mote. No guild raid. nobody's online today.

TheStoryOfASaintAndASage.

People who are Disturbed by this story can just ignore it. i did it because i was too bored. but PLEASE dun criticize it cause i took much time planning it.

There was a Female saint ( ps : i dun really know if saint could fall in love but... pardon me i dun really know much about it ), at a point of time took liking for a sage ( ps : i dun really know if SAGE could fall in love but... pardon me i dun really know much about it ). she was a innocent , happy go lucky and lovable gal and she was quite a junior compared to a sage, in terms of age that is. well she liked the sage but she didn't really told the sage about it, while on the other hand, the sage took a liking for a gal. the gal started hinting the sage by sending him mails via swans :) ( they are nice animals ). And the sage replied the messages, not know the the saint got a liking for him. ( @ this point of time, the saint is obviously a female ). Years passed and the saint finally could give up on the wait for the DUMB sage to realize her feelings for him. So when she finally gave up, things took a 180 degree change. the Sage fell for her but he was having mixed feelings cause he still liked the gal he liked previously but took a liking for her after all those mails. So the sage started sending mails to the saint and it goes on. and well the sage feelings for the saint started growing, but the saint just treated him as a friend. the sage was a flirt, so finally, after knowing it wun be fruitful, he gave up on the saint too. YEARS passes and the sage chance upon the saint again, and this time the feelings he once had struck him again. It was love at first sight after SOOOOOOOOOO many years and yeah. at that point of time, the sage HAVE already given up on the girl he once loved alot and tried wooing the Saint AGAIn, but since so many year have passed, the saint obviously got to know other boys and so the sage could onli wait patiently till miracles happen.... ( story to be continued )

the story is rather drama right?? cause i kinda got the plot from a show. and if there is such a real situation, i seriously think that the sage is dead serious about wooing the saint... so stay tune for part II

ItCameInOrder

Things happen in a systematically order.

The Most Highly demanded game in my computer, World Of Warcraft.
The Game That u played for 5 years, and also the second most demanding game. Dota ( warcraft 3 )
Browsing the INTERNET surfing the net ( never did it before till 4 days ago. )


Storyline :

It happens before i reformatted my computer. it started hanging in WoW, so i decided so send my computer to reformat. And things go on... not as well as i thought it will be. Finally i could play WoW widout hanging after i reformatted. BUT afer 4 fine days, the hanging started again. i can't do instance, i can't train because exploring a new map = HANG ( v.impt word )
since my subscriptions is about to end, i can't be bothered with it. getting my mac book first, so i was thinking of renewing my account after i get my mac book. So i started playing DOTA. intensive pudge training. it went fine for a week. and soon. IT HUNG AGAIN!!!! yes... even in Warcraft III it is haning. first ever in history. This OLD com never hung before in any mini game in WARCRAFT III BUT, for the first time, it hung. sad, very sad, sad. but thinking of my laptop, i was prepared to wait. My lappy will come asap. So i start surfing the net, but!!!! after 2 hours.... repeat... AFTER 2 HOURS, IT HUNG!!!! WHILE SURFING THE DAMN NET.

Finally, i give up on this computer. the only thing i could do on this computer now is to stare blankly on my desktop, open and close MSN messenger. Bore, bored, boring, very boring.

hope i can get my lappy soon.
VERY SOON. my MAC BOOK!!!!!
maybe not mac book, one lappy with insane spec will be ok. ONE THAT OWNS MY CURRENT COMPUTER.

ps : this computer is feeling very jealous now. i swear it will hang on me while i am using msn soon. VERY SOON.

Hang. <> hung -----------> it happens when ur com screen remains in a particular frame, you speaker sounding like one spoil radio.

Any computer pro who read this post help me with trouble shotting pls. i kinda of suspect there is something real wrong wid either my Chipset or Mother board, but i am not a computer PRO. any form of help will be kindly appreciated.

Finally i got my mood to PVP again

After so long, i finally got the mood to PVP again. haha indeed PVP is boring. VERY BORING. so you nd to constantly find some other things to do before u start pvping again. and of cause its not gonna be an easy process because..... ALLIANCES LIKE TO PREMADE. damn them. but o well.

Tomorrow is gonna be a happy day. Finally, i am gonna to... fulfill my last wish. afetr so long... WAKAKAAK. shall update tomorrow no time today.

And for those who are wondering why IRIS is spamming my tag board, ignore her, she was not in a correct state of mine at the particular point of time.

SuchAHorribleWeek

It was Right to say that living wid regret is the last thing one would like to experience.

LastWeek :
I did something so retarded. it made me happy, for one day. YES one day, and after that i regretted for ONE ENTIRE wee. why did i regret for one whole week ??? she's was busy, so can't really bring myself to disturb her. so. i finally, after much drafting, sent out a 6page long sms. $0.30 !!!!! worth it though, at least she forgive me. RETARDED RIGHT??? should not even started off the entire shit load of crap.

Saturday&sunday:
1) decided to reformat my computer-=> shocking!!!!
2) Cousin Wedding-> usual
3) family dinner -> usual


--------------->>> after i reformat my com, i expect it to be faster, BUT..... it got worst, and now i can't read a single CD, which means i can't run a single installation. wad a joke.






I just wanna drop a slight note here: " guess its impossible to get u off my life at this point of time. neither pretty nor petty, you've got something that attracts me... deeply... wadever it is. i am afraid i will continue... again...


WorldOfWarcraft:
HIT 70, but i got so bored of pvping that i started off a shaman haha.
PVP = BG = Fight alliances = kill noobs = boring. cause killing them over and over again, NO KICK at all. Only After i got my Full PVP set will i be able to start kara, or atleast i feel safer wid better amours. haha.

FreedomBells!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally, After so Long I am back to normal. Yes, normal.
Shall explain each word 1-by-1.
Finally = after 2 years!!!!
Normal = the Crappy and happy go lucky me. i was not emotional last time


I feel HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPY.

Wonder if this is really wad i want, but just let it happen so i can be normal for a few days. i shall live by not thinking of the future anymore. i shall live on by not MISSING HER AT EVERY SINGLE POINT OF MY LIFE. i MUST LIVE on HappilyEveRAfter wid my wow character.

Never RegretREGRETREGRETREGRETREGRET spending so much on her, the feeling were real at the point on TIME(s). And To Be honest, i dun know wad cause the sudden change in me, but i guess they were right to say that feelings change for the extremes under desperate conditions. For EVERYTHING i did, i still owe her an apology.

Sorry Gal. Its Over Now. Feeling Relieve????

CelebratingMrTohsBirthday

LifeOfTheEmoBoy

Went back to choir today, and guess who i met. HERHERHER. YES HER. i rather not see her. seriously... the more i see, the more i miss. The more i miss, the more it hurts. Its a CHAIN EFFECT. like a Food chain. Darn. O. back to Celebrating My beloved conductor birthday. shall talk about why i respect him so much. to a certain, i actually believe that widout him guiding me through my 4 years thought Dunman. i would most likely end up having piercing all overs, being a student wid bad records, and so on. so He indeed has, i believe, play a prat in making me a good person. All his Logical Scolding and lessons, not just singing, but also how to be a good person impacted me alot. there is nothing more i could say to him but just thanking him. He scolds alot, but through those scoldings, i learn alot. so..... THANK YOU MR TOH, HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! . I really regret not going to JC. Life's boring at home and life is even more boring widout her online. just having her online beats everything. i dun mind not talking to her. seeing her onli is the most i can expect from her, cause even if i start a chat the chances of her replying = 0.2% o ya.. JC. darn i wanna study like a normal student. i wanna carry heavy bags. i wan teachers to NAG at me. I MISS STUDYING. mad yeah, but yuppppp I MISS STUDYING. I AM STARTING TO HATE MY COMPUTER. not the the extend that i will stop using, but if i find other entertainment i will surely use less, or even dun use cause................... SHE's not TALKING TO ME AT ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. ps : emo

WorldOfWarcraft

i am Offically LVL 69. and i will reach 70 by tomorrow. i GOT THE WHILE DAY TO CHIONG LVL. so might as well hit 70 and get my mount. Haix. o and i got some cool shots of WOW today worth looking at. Alliance + hored in the picture. amusing to a certain extend :)



Gnomes are not always the smallest in WoW!!!!



Its a race to be the smallest. the small dot there is a gnome.

Miss,misses,missed her

LifeOfTheBoringBoy

I swear i am missing her, and its getting worst everyday. I miss school and i hope that school misses me. and obviously hopes that she misses me too, but DREAM ON. Today went to borders with Marc, Ben and ZY. travel to ORCHARD, went there for dinner, and i am pretty sure i was scammed. i ordered pork rid. normally there will be 8 pieces of rib bone. but that scamming place gave onli 6. 2 bone GONE. NOT WORTH 20.01 dollars. marc and zy were worst. they order pasta, and marc finished it in like 6 mouthful. So, dun eat there unless u are seriously rich. Suppose to go to the beach wid KQ today, but its an emo place, and i don't wanna be emo, and cause i have a date wid the 3 guys mention above i didn't go. SORRY KQ. Next Tuesday choir is gonna celebrate MR TOH'S birthday. woot my beloved conductor. he taught me well so i will surely attend the celebration, but wad bother me is WAD SHOULD I GET FOR HIM??? he dun seem to lack anything. tough time looking for a birthday present for him :( o not to forget, borders allow free browsing of FMH, and marc sure became horny browsing through them. call him also can't get his attention XD. And I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS HER ALOT. but Tuesday can see her e.. haha seeing her is enough :)

WorldOfWarcraft

Great. i am suppose to do MANA TOMB today, and thanks to a fucking retarded rogue, who screwed the entire instance, mine repair piled up to 5 GOLD. FUCK BALLS 5 GOLD. o well guess u can't blame a noob for screwing up things. Then ben asked me to quest wid him, and i OWNED him, wakakak i out DPS him. thank me man u bitch, owe me one. WAKAKAKAK




Close Up View Of Nolinkbfore

L Change The World

LifeOfTheBoringBoy

no doubt its a very very very nice show. not very action pack, but L's thinking process, the way he counter and solves mystery is simply amazing. The story line was great. it just craft out the noble spirit of L, as both a detective and HERO!!!! Hes rather cool looking, with hunch back, hair all over his face, and his famous sitting style. O... not to forget his style of picking up things, with just 2 fingers. It a Damn nice show, SO PEOPLE, GO WATCH IT. but the sad thig is that he will die after solving the mystery, because he wrote his name in the Death Note. yaikes wad a retarded act. Watch the Trailer of L Change The World on http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=11kSulqn5mM. Enough about The Great Moive.Now For A nation Wide News!!!!! Singapore is hosting the FIRST YOUTH OLYMPICS, 2010. much awaited fun into the city :).

Something personal. if i dun say it out most likely i will burst inside. Balls man, i seriously seriously miss her. See her number, dun dare message, got her number dun dare call. see her online dun dare chat. wads this man, this totally isn't the kind of life i expected after olvls. at least after mine olvls.