Sunday, August 10, 2008

You Give Me Hope

Well WoW is important for me, but if u nag at me and wan me to WoW less most likely i will obey!!!!! why ???? you know the answer.

When you linked it to me, i was very very shocked.i feel sad for u. i know u are sad BUT on the other hand i feel very happy. This shouldn't be happening, but it happened. Haiz. i Never thought i will have that chanc again, but it somehow pop out of no where. TOO GOOD to be true.

One thing that troubles me. you dun seem normal to be happy after such things happen. Hope you are really fine.

Friday, August 8, 2008

Why Blog When Its Already Dead???

Personally i treat this a an online diary. to record wad i do everyday, what is fun about the day and whats i find should not happen and wad so ever. SO even if nobody bothers to read i will still post occasionally. XDD

So hows life today???

National Day EVE.NO SCHOOL XDDso i spend my whole day infront of my computer lvling my Herblism in WOW. it was fun then u finally are able to travel on ur epic mount to herb. save time save effort. BUT... in real life. i just feel like a retard.PURE RETARD. currently i am using WoW to drown all my emotions. can't really be bothered about them gotta start studying hard and WoW-ing hard. Emotions are only for pure retards who will want to spend their time emoing over what has already happen,so i gonna get myself out of the " retarded " zone.Hopefully soon.

I simply can't wait for the n.L.outing. Its gonna be epic. when 4 gays " guys " come together u wun wanna know what will happen XD.let ur imaginations soar and fantasis over what we will be doing.dun get jealous. it brings u no where. and for the first time. i repeat FIRST time i actually have a crush " read on " on an actress. haha not sure why but i think shes darn pretty. XDD she got the damn cute look. at least i think shes cute.

Actually i had here in my previous post. Korea actress. KAWAII. XDDD

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Time To Pick Up and Move on

Start your engine. 5, 4, 3, 2, 1. Off to drawing my 2D art picture. Was planning on drawing a dwarf. but i couldn't find a decent picture of a dwarf. so guess i will draw a human instead. at least no human have as much wrinkles compared to a dwarf. it saves tons and tons of detailing.

Wads Life About now???

- WorldOfWarcraft
- Studies
- Family
- Memories

None of them are in any particular order, but today i just feel like touching on memories. ( emo luh )

certain scene in my life kept refreshing within my brain/ chain of thoughts. The first time i laid a girls for example. ( ps joking ) serious stuff!!!! one of them is the first time My choir CONDUCTOR first scolded me. gah that was freaky. the other one was when i got hold of my Prelims results... and the expressions on my parents face. 30+ for prelims is no joke man. NO JOKE. or was it a high 20+?? ah it was just screwed. I BLAME DOTA!!!! ok but thats the past. The other one was trying to screw back iris's spec in Europe... that still " haunt " me. dono why... maybe because it happened overseas??? and when the choir clench its first Gold with honors!!!! ok thats epic. i had always been wondering if it was my " tak " when i was in sec 2 that cause the choir the .... erm i think it was 3 points to hit Gold With honors. Guilty for a pretty long time. XDD. Thought on how i fell down and broke my head in Primary 2, how i stuck 2 front tooth into my friend head in Preschool. Another epic event. Kids of those age LOVE slides but i think i made him hate it. ahhhh wellll. Those were the wonderful memories i once had, and those are those that will always remain in me.

Anybody know where i can get a white rat??? or a soft toy, i promised somebody to get it for her birthday. Gotta start hunting for it early. Money is an issue.

OOO and i came to a conclusion to eat dinner at home from Today onwards. Too many things too place and i just miss home cooked food. and of cause i wanna spend more time with my family.

One picture of the subject i am drawing.



Wanted to draw this at first, but she lack some details in the picture.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Upon special request






Life is boring without a blog, BUT LIFE IS MORE BORING IF I HAVE TO POST EVERYDAY. today'sa special post upon special request for someone special XDD. So??? what should i blog about???






Sunday is as boring as usual. its all about rushing through all my projects, playing WOW ( raiding ZA ) this and that. waking up at 11am, play computer, watch TV, chat on MSN.raid. called cause jon angry. Did ZA. got some trink to summon 3 GNOMES!!! <<>> Ugliest creature in WOW. shall put a picture of it later.Playing DOTA. ( was very desperate for a game but after i lost that game, i got bored of it again. )






2D art was never a subject i wanted to take. WHY. I CANNOT DRAW, NOR SKETCH, NOR UNDERSTAND THE TEACHER ( thats if he ever taught ). But i suppose do have the talent to draw. so my work ( my standard) i am rather happy.But like what Nicole said" practice makes perfect " i shall TRY practicing. Davin = lazy get this right.






Missing DMNCHOIR again. not Mr Toh this time.Just missed all the time i had playing about singing and getting scolded. or maybe talking sense sounds better. BUT if it wasn't for all those long boring and scary talks, i wun be who i am today. XDD






My Drawing of a FEET.


An UGLY GNOME

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Monday, June 23, 2008

Judgement Day

It was such a horrifying day before 10am. And when Pual didn't really bitch much about my work, I GOT SO HAPPY!!!!! cause.... i just became so happy.

Stress management:

This struck me when keyzin flared up ( bro try to take things with a stride. u learn though failure. )
Stress IS always AN ISSUE during projection submission date lines. or at least when u get near them and u panic cause u are totally not sure of what u have done. and one, including me , surely break down when teacher reject MY work on the 2nd last day before submission. Butttttttt...... i learn much in DUNMAn, as expected. i learn how NOT to stress up. one very good advice, sing while u are cutting tiny strips. it keeps your mind off " bitch, why is this project so ****ing irritating". the more u curse the more stress you get. ah and never thrash your work, at least i will never do it. cause its MY work and no matter how much somebody criticize about it, i will be proud of MY work. High self esteem ( another thing i learn in Dunman ) i agree that people got different method of handling stress. but some method just need refining. NO OFFENCE TO THOSE WHO HAVE SIMILAR BEHAVIOR. Chills and peace.

Model phototaking.

I currently don't have it with me, but i will post it tomorrow. its a " masterpiece " haha. and i named it Le pont de la Fantaisie. ( bridge of fantasy ). amazing yeah?? cause U WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO BUILD IT IN REAL LIKE. NEVER.

Missing....

Choir. oh gosh choir... slipping through all my scores from past 3 year hook some emotions within me, as i flip though a page, one "tear" get pull out of me. sob** Thinking of myself as a sec 1 choir member till i graduate. i realize i have grown a lot. and choir is surely a place the influence me GREATLY. Not only MR TOH, but the entire choir, those who left and those who joined within the past 4 years. and there is this very importatn person that i can never forget. and i mean NEVER. WHY ???? cause i learn how to control my emotions " with your help ". and much more but i forgot. NO MORE EMO TALKS. haha

Sunday, June 22, 2008

One day before Judgement day

How am i suppose to phrase this??? i am nervous?? nope. i am scare. i am just afraid of having to redo everything in 2 days. ok thats not the point. I JUST DUN LIKE MY IDEA TO HAVE A 180degree FLIP. ( note that 360 degree and it will be back to the same point). at least leave a little of my idea inside it. so i know that IT IS MY work. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. hope that my model will pass tomorrow safely.

Things hasn't really been going well pass few days. Firstly, i miss a Zul'aman because of this model. Secondly, i used 2 cutter blade on the making of the model. the cutting of those tiny strips just screwed my eyes big time. AND..... my printer... got screwed up ... so i can't print a single shit at all. YES AT ALL. I AM SO LUCKY. can't believe it. Things just kinda spoil under my hand.

WorldOfWarcraft.

I am closer to my S3 and am gonna socket the entire chestpiece with +10 agility. hope i can top dps in raid sooner of later. O and the honour S2 shoulder!!!! thats just wonderful. Finally i am getting a better shoulder armour, instead of a piece of black metal with green carvings.