Judgement Day

It was such a horrifying day before 10am. And when Pual didn't really bitch much about my work, I GOT SO HAPPY!!!!! cause.... i just became so happy.

Stress management:

This struck me when keyzin flared up ( bro try to take things with a stride. u learn though failure. )
Stress IS always AN ISSUE during projection submission date lines. or at least when u get near them and u panic cause u are totally not sure of what u have done. and one, including me , surely break down when teacher reject MY work on the 2nd last day before submission. Butttttttt...... i learn much in DUNMAn, as expected. i learn how NOT to stress up. one very good advice, sing while u are cutting tiny strips. it keeps your mind off " bitch, why is this project so ****ing irritating". the more u curse the more stress you get. ah and never thrash your work, at least i will never do it. cause its MY work and no matter how much somebody criticize about it, i will be proud of MY work. High self esteem ( another thing i learn in Dunman ) i agree that people got different method of handling stress. but some method just need refining. NO OFFENCE TO THOSE WHO HAVE SIMILAR BEHAVIOR. Chills and peace.

Model phototaking.

I currently don't have it with me, but i will post it tomorrow. its a " masterpiece " haha. and i named it Le pont de la Fantaisie. ( bridge of fantasy ). amazing yeah?? cause U WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO BUILD IT IN REAL LIKE. NEVER.

Missing....

Choir. oh gosh choir... slipping through all my scores from past 3 year hook some emotions within me, as i flip though a page, one "tear" get pull out of me. sob** Thinking of myself as a sec 1 choir member till i graduate. i realize i have grown a lot. and choir is surely a place the influence me GREATLY. Not only MR TOH, but the entire choir, those who left and those who joined within the past 4 years. and there is this very importatn person that i can never forget. and i mean NEVER. WHY ???? cause i learn how to control my emotions " with your help ". and much more but i forgot. NO MORE EMO TALKS. haha

One day before Judgement day

How am i suppose to phrase this??? i am nervous?? nope. i am scare. i am just afraid of having to redo everything in 2 days. ok thats not the point. I JUST DUN LIKE MY IDEA TO HAVE A 180degree FLIP. ( note that 360 degree and it will be back to the same point). at least leave a little of my idea inside it. so i know that IT IS MY work. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. hope that my model will pass tomorrow safely.

Things hasn't really been going well pass few days. Firstly, i miss a Zul'aman because of this model. Secondly, i used 2 cutter blade on the making of the model. the cutting of those tiny strips just screwed my eyes big time. AND..... my printer... got screwed up ... so i can't print a single shit at all. YES AT ALL. I AM SO LUCKY. can't believe it. Things just kinda spoil under my hand.

WorldOfWarcraft.

I am closer to my S3 and am gonna socket the entire chestpiece with +10 agility. hope i can top dps in raid sooner of later. O and the honour S2 shoulder!!!! thats just wonderful. Finally i am getting a better shoulder armour, instead of a piece of black metal with green carvings.

The day which i find paper a dread.

Cut, slice, slash, poke, glue, press, stick, UHU glue. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh all of them gotta do with..... PAPER. ivory card, mounting board, normal paper. all of them are used in my model, and i swear it looks like a... model. in every aspect it just looks like a model. though i got the idea of doing it, NOT FROM 1.2c, but a building i saw in chesky krumlov. it is some " thing " embedded on to a cliff surface. its damn COOL. and the introduction of my final project of this block just pop the image of that insanely beautiful building into my mind again. so i decided to get that concept, modify it a little to meet the submission of my project. Hope it turns out well cause things are quite up to expectation. MY EXPECTATION. monday is judgment day. IF Pual REJECT IT. i am gonna be so insanely crazy and anal about it. I prefer my virgin ideation over modifications though, but to score in the module, i will have to forsake with my principle of life and make changes. though i simply hate it, MORE THEN I HATE SMOKERS. ( ask Damien if u all wanna know the level of hate )

Snap shots of my model ON MY PHONE CAMERA. ( yaikes )



It is suppose to look white, but under my bedroom light and my lousy camera. it turns out yellow.

( lazy to post the rest of the pictures. )

WorldOfWarcraft

The opening of some fire festival and... yeah... a few of my guild members started dancing around the pole.



We were just spinning the pole. The more ppl, the nicer fire effects.

Miss, misses, missed

It will be a lie if i say i stopped, but it will be another lie if i say i will try.

Day without school is NOT EQUAL to day with out project. so... i was chionging my FORM EX final project. Planes???? White glue :) it took like one night to settle. Then i started chopping out strips of paper to make a tunnel sort of things.

WorldOfWarcraft. Snapshots.



Look, its a tree in Nagrand



Never knew my hunter looks so weird.



This is the Whitest cat u will EVER see



Thinking of jumping down?? think twice.


Raid

There wasn't any raid today cause not enough people online. Deno I LOVE U please come back online fast so we can start raiding. we can't do with out a healer :)

Battleground.

My record today. Eye Of The Storm, 17 kills 150000 damage. Top dps and damage. WOOT

Blah Blah Blah

School was gahgah today. Form Ex. fantastic videos. Gaudi, his works are uber sexy, or maybe it matches my taste, Ghotic style. WOOT!!!!! Another featured builiding was a Jew museum. it was an abstract, thats all i can conclude about it and i am quite positive that if i were to walk through the entire museum, breaking down was a 100%. the atmosphere, the way spaces are formed, how lights are introduced, how spaces are being with just made me feel emo. ( seeing the video only )

1200 - 1500 ( slept for about 1.5 hrs ). FORCED to take photo for EVD poster or what ever it is for. 6 dollars to purchase them. awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. but like what ivy said, it will be memorial. so yupp worth the 6 dollars. and i owe billy 6 dollars X.X forgot to return.

Perry, for once i finally could understand what he was teaching. FOR ONCE. he taught perspective drawing, and i think it was rather cool. to actually draw it out just with the guide of a Plan ( top view ) and an elevation. sooooooooo why did i understood??? he was slow and kinda remind me of my DnT teacher. and it made me pay attention to him. but out of 100% of my understand, i got 10% from him, 20% from Bi Jun's second perspective and the rest from staring ay my notes trying to recall wad my DnT teacher once taught. Memories. haix.

World Of Warcraft.
SEVER MAINTANANCE. screw it. there goes my raid. guess it will be a DOTA/ idea generation night tonight. Below are some old school pictures that i didn't post over my past 2 months Blogging break ( lazy to post )



Regular MGT. died cause healer ignored me.



He was once my shaman. DELETED



This was the day where 2/3 of kara's hunter weapon dropped and i was the only hunter.



The only mount that owns a raptor. AMANI WAR BEAR



25 man raid. Getting ready for shade of AKAMA

http://www.bosskillers.com/cgi-bin/bbguild/index.cgi?action=view_guide&guide_id=107&sid=QuhovTziZI

Should have not did anything. Now i feel so weird. HOR ????

Ahh addition.

This applies only to her. Its all fact. no lies, no doubts. Crushes and boom there goes the engine. ( abstract but hopes she understands ). Shocks are meant to be absorb, but it the voltage is too high, i could remove some.

Renewal Post

It has been a long time since i last posted, but since i have my lappy now i can actually afford to stay up late ( with out parents noticing me ) and bitch about my life.

16 June 2008

Typical student, wake up at 87am, bathe and rush to school. today wad the 3rd week of the block. Finally a day without project submission. nevertheless lecture was boring. it makes sense, but boring. i just find the project 1.3 interesting to such an extend whereby when the lecturels actually started mentioning it, an idea came right through my mind. kinda of happy. there goes the brainstorming.

Perry canceled our second lecture WITHOUT prior notice. !@#$. bu. ahhhhhhh. anyway, Damien, Amber, Swee hong and me just started bitching and talking about everything ubder the sun. and it was quite an enriching experience as compared to ( wad i think will be more boring ) perry's lecture.

Went home and played dota. My virgin POTM was thrashed. ahhhhhhh expected. but... having it thrash big time actually kinda demoralised me to continue using it. it isn't any fun hero anyway. Went to WOW and started farming like a retard.

Math calculation :
8 primal shadow = SR enchant
8 primal shadow = 10 mote of shadow.
1 mote of shadow = 4 mobs
8 primal shadow = 300 +++ mobs.

Gave up when i had like 2 primal and 8 mote. No guild raid. nobody's online today.